Okay, so I thought I was going to be WAY better at blogging. I kept thinking, "I'll use it as a diary of sorts and write down my feelings every day!" Not so much. Life gets away from me sometimes. Things are very hectic right now and I would rather play on FrontierVille than blog. So here I am at work, not working. Blogging. Lots of things to blog about really ...
Phil took a job in Phoenix. So by the end of October the boys won't have an activley participating father. He says he'll still be a steady part of their life, but really, how? By seeing them for 6 weeks in the summer and a couple weeks during the year. I think not. I'm sure the intentions are good, but the best laid plans of mice and men .... We have a hearing tomorrow to see if the judge will lift the Protective Order. I didn't ask for the P.O., but I'm told it's "standard procedure" when the police are called on a domestic issue. It's very difficult to deal with two children when you can't have contact with their father. So we shall see. Then on the 31st we go to court again to establish some sort of child support/maintenance. Hopefully I'll get a few bucks to make living a little easier. And hopefully he can go 4-wheeling with me on Saturday. I may be divorcing him because he sucks as a husband, but he's a good friend nonetheless.
Got an eviction notice yesterday. I was in a panic. We sold the trailer and Phil was paying me $1500 from it to cover the negative equity I had to pay on the Ford we traded in, but until the loan was "funded" by the bank for my new vehicle he doesn't have the money to pay me. Well, in a pinch he managed to get $700 for me to add to the measly $100 I had so I could pay the rental office and avoid being out on our ears. I'm really hoping to get back on track soon. This lack of money shit sucks big hairy ass.
So anyhow, the 2006 Nissan Altima was just too small for us. There really wasn't much room for the unlucky kid who had to sit in the back seat between the boys in their booster seats. I can't say I blame the girls for not wanting to sit back there, but no one ever volunteered to ride in the trunk so they had no right to complain. And they didn't want to go see cars when I picked it out, so how was I to know if they'd all fit in the back. So I got a 2007 Jeep Grand Cherokee. The payment is probably more than I should be spending, but I figure I can cut costs somewhere else. I hope.... The stress goes on.
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